6.21.2009

4/11 - Losing Our Grip

Nicki and I wake up early and head to the dining hall for a delicious continental breakfast. I lose control and fill the table with food. Eggs, coffee, juice, cereal, bacon, sausage, hashbrowns, a fruit medley, and many delicious crescent rolls (one of which I sneak away in my coat pocket for a road snack).

Outside, it's the first damp, gray day on the island - a little chilly with rain water lingering around, evidence of a light, early morning rain. And when it rains, it seems to pour, for Nicki has been losing bus tickets and the car keys on trips between the car and the indoors. Following a not so long drive to Invercargill, we find ourselves in a grocery store parking lot in preparation for our hiking trip on Stewart Island. We exit the car and lock the doors, leaving the keys inside. In panic, one of my mental gaskets overheats and blows.

Fortunately for us, and thanks to some quick thinking by Nicki, we track down the store manager who immediately joins us at the car with a blue bread tie. I'm pleased with his eagerness to help so I briefly overlook the fact that a bread tie is really only good at keeping bagged bread from exposure to air. His attempts fail and he ventures off to track down a man he claims will be of great assistance.

He returns with a younger, more rugged fellow, who's unwinding a coat hanger en route to the car. This fellow approaches the driver's side door, slides the hooked hanger past the rubber of the window and jimmies the poor Corona open after maybe a minute.

We buy our groceries and continue south to Bluff, where we will catch a ferry to Stewart Island, some 30-40 kms due south into the sea. While waiting, the sun emerges and we buy a ticket before realizing we have no money and there are, apparently, no ATMs in Bluff or on Stewart Island. Two hours until boat time. A little under one hour back to Invercargill. It's the only way. It's a race against time.

On the way, the Corona's engine beats like my heart after a smidgen of exercise as we push it past 100 km/hr. Quick aside on the Corona: it was made in Japan so there radio frequencies run from 76 to around 90, so we can only get about 2, sometimes 3, radio stations at any given time; also, if you exceed 105 km/hr, a bell rings incessantly. PING-POONG. Over. And over.

Anyways, we're at about 120 most of the way. So we're listening to this bell most of the way, which doesn't do much to alleviate stress. (perhaps the reason it was installed... ?) To save time, I prepare numerous peanut butter sandwiches (Nicki claims the PB is the best she's ever had) for our 3-day hike on the Rakiura Trail of Stewart Island - which we also haven't registered. So, on top of this, I call the Department of Conservation on Stewart Island to make arrangements for our hut lodging for tomorrow night. The man on the phone informs us that it is not possible and spots in the hut are claimed on a first come, first serve basis. And it's Easter weekend. Dreadfully sorry, but best of luck anyway.

Back at Invercargill, same grocery store as before. Nicki? Do you have your keys? Yes? Good.

We run into the foyer and extract some bills. A man outside plays violin within listening distant - no doubt an attempt by the powers that be to calm me down.

No time for that though! Gotta catch a boat! Race back to Bluff and get there with time to spare.

The sea proves tougher on my constitution than I had anticipated. I attempt to keep an aura of strength but my stomach turns as the boat digs into a wave, smacks through to the surface, bounces back, and repeats for over an hour.

The island comes into view and in retrospect, it reminds me of LOST when they first attempt to leave the island. I digress. It's a beautiful, mountainous protrusion from the massive, stoic sea. The ferry docks and our first stop is the information center to rent a room for the night.

Stewart Island dock

Naturally, it wasn't that easy. Most of the island's accommodations are booked up. The only availabilities are some doubles that are upwards of $300. The lady at the information desk suggests a friend of hers may be able to help us with a room at his apartment, but this sounded a little invasive to me. After some searching, we were able to shack up at a Backpackers Lodge in one of the staff quarters, a room designed for one, probably no more than eight feet by six feet, for $48. The manager seems annoyed by what Nicki informs me to be my brash American voice, lack of inter spacial etiquette and my neediness to be accommodated. Nevertheless, she was very helpful and spirited. After all, it was Easter weekend. Here's Nicki and me bein cheesy in the staff quarters (for reference, the camera is on the opposite side of the room):


On a brief night walk, Nicki and I explore the beach and discover the Kai Kart - a small , light-blue trailer with the the kitchen built into the center and places to eat on either side. In the mood for some local cuisine, I order fried blue cod with chips; Nicki orders potato wedges, which comes with a side of runny pepper sauce mixed with a thick sour cream. My fillet is still freshly fried, wrapped in a newspaper that is drenched with oil. As I eat, it falls apart in my hands exposing sweating white meat beneath a golden skin. It's the most satisfying eating experience I've had in some time, and certainly the best in New Zealand up to this point.

Consumption is always a release of sorts and this delicious meal stood as the antithesis to the rest of the day - a chance to finally relax and relish in such good fortune offered by such great people. All bad situations over the course of today were met by me with this terrible, fatalist perspective that I wish I did not have. Yet, while I rued the misfortune, others were more than willing to offer their assistance. Helping others is a beautiful thing, isn't it? It says, "I am going to assist you in fixing this problem. Not because I have to nor is it because you're paying me to do so. I just want to." It puts you in touch with the universality rooted harmoniously within and among humanity.

Sometimes, it's easy to feel lost and alone in the go-go-go United States.

When was the last time you locked your keys in your car and people passed by, pretending not to notice you?

Better yet, when was the last time you passed someone by?

hard-drive brain, indeed

My laptop crashed. One minute you're troubleshooting audio drivers with Everett - trying to get AutoTune, of all things, to work - and the next thing you know, the dreaded blue screen of death. This is an obvious hiccup you're likely to encounter when you buy from a big-box-store/use Windows Vista but this will be especially tragic is my New Zealand videos cannot be recovered. God speed, ol' lappy.

Meanwhile, I keep thinking of the Iranian election quagmire.

My petty problems ain't shit, really.

6.19.2009

4/10 - Dunedin - Cameraman

My camera captures moments in hope that I do not lose them.

It sees farmland stretch for miles before fading into the snow-capped Southern Alps.


It sees traffic stop on Highway 1 and Kiwis staring confused wondering why we can't move.


It sees fields of sheep, cows, and horses and Nicki tells me they are treated better here than in the states.


It sees road pass for hours and, eventually, the Pacific Ocean emerges to our left. I look across and muse that home is FAR away.

It sees the road slowly climb o'er mountains and descends into Dunedin.


It captures Dunedin - another Emerald with beautiful houses in a valley of lush green and a crystal water basin that navigates through the mountains and back to the Pacific.


It sees a long and winding road with water close on the left and jagged khaki cliffs to the right. We drive with caution and pray for the same from our fellow travelers.

It sees the water to the left and it seems to me impossible for us to get closer with plungin' the ol' Corona in.


It sees a final climb to the top of a mountain overlooking both Dunedin and the ocean.

It sees Nicki walk to the edge with a joy in her eyes that she and I can experience, by the good grace of God-knows-who, such beauty together as the sun sets behind us and the sky turns orange.


It sees waves crash yards below and fears that I may drop it, crashing down the side before smashing on rocks into a million pieces, aforementioned memories lost forever among salt, sand, and fish.


It sees an albatross fly overhead and I say to myself there is no way, poetry be damned, that I would shoot it out of the sky and wear it upon my neck. Too full-a love for all right now.


And it finally captures an ambient drive home, the city lights blur as the zoom works forward hoping to capture something pure and singular of all this. I give up and delete it.

And I think to myself, now in retrospect, that I didn't film many things that day - A walk through the city following Japanese carryout, happiness on the bluff over the ocean, and even a perfect shot of Dunedin that surprised me as we turned a quick corner but vanished before the camera could be retrieved.

While these memories and more are lost to time, the memories I have of them attempt to stand in their place.

O, to have a hard drive brain! These two lenses I call eyes are better than one and certainly more authentic.

6.16.2009

4/9/09 - Day 1

I arrived at Christchurch's airport a couple hours later, exhausted and barely conscious, moving more out of force of habit than the desire to do so. The night before I was forced onto a later flight following a jog around Los Angeles' International and Domestic Terminals and I still smell like rain and sweat, even after 12 hours. Combine that with the fact that I've spent over 24 hours living in multiple concourses and metal tubes in the sky and you can see why I might have developed a mild case of insomnia. Nicki picked me up outside the terminal and we greeted with warm affectations despite the fact that I had not seen her in over two months.

I tossed my bags into her 1984 Toyota Corona and we headed back to her dorm. It was a workhorse of a car. Certainly a relic from earlier, better days when cars were not built strong but simply and practically. It was a cranberry red sedan slowly being consumed by corrosive rust on its hood with wheelbarrow and it vhrrrmed up hills like a touring cyclist whose uphill stretch also felt like the last. This car would take us through rain, sun, and rain forest, 'cross desert and beach and up more mountains that I can count. And it did so with the spry energy of a 45-year-old legacy right-fielder attempting to steal a base.



The first scheduled stop following brief respite at Nicki's dorm was a visit to Orana Wildlife Preserve. On the way, I marvelled at the quirks of New Zealand driving - left side of the road, road side of the car, roundabouts, and other rules of the road foreign to the United States intrigued me. Additionally, this is the time wherein New Zealand began to reveal its character to me, as we were no longer driving through the city but out in open farm land.

Before long, we had arrived at the zoo. The first stop was the lion cage for feeding time. It was quite a sight to watch as these large cats assaulted the feeding truck, hungry for the tastte of flesh. Fortunately for the zookeepers and their guests, they had alternatives other than themselves - not that the felines would have cared.



Afterwards, Nicki and I fed the giraffes with leafy sticks held away from our bodies. The giraffes would approach, extend their necks, and strip the leaves from the sticks with eel-like tongues.

I enjoyed this.

Nicki tried to feed them out of her hands and got a little freaked out.

Following this little animal adventure, a trip to the Kiwi house was in store. How fortunate was I to see a live kiwi (as distinguished from the capitalized "Kiwi," which I will use throughout this blog to refer to "a person living in New Zealand") on my first day in New Zealand! Since kiwi's are nocturnal birds, they were kept in a house in complete darkness with dim lights inside of their cage to imitate moonlight. The single kiwi behind the glass bobbed slowly in front of us, periodically plunging its beak into the ground searching for snacks. This event acted as a precursor to our later desire to spot a live kiwi in the wild (more on that later).

We emerged from the darkness and it was at this point that I developed a case of, what I later assumed to be, vertigo. The ground seemed to move beneath my feet and my balance wavered nearly causing me to fall over on a couple occasions. Nicki and I checked out a couple more animals before decided to retire to our hotel for the night. I was asleep by 8:00.

All in all, my first day was rooted in fascination - at my arrival, the driving mannerisms, the people, the accents, the currency, the trees, animals, and more. Fascination not unlike the kind that a child experiences upon his first trip to the zoo - it was as if I was observing customs and habits with fascination and interest but, ultimately, as an outsider. It is certainly hard to get past that simple curiosity and see the country as something more than those aforementioned things, especially considering this was my first significant trip outside the United States. You find yourself playing back to this same curiosity when you return from your trip. These are usually the issues at hand in the questions asked by others. But it's just the tip of the iceberg. After so long, one's bond with the customs and country becomes deeper and less artificial, as if that child had decided to willingly lock himself inside the monkey cage. In the time I spent in New Zealand, I found something new within myself. Something tangential to the human spirit. Something I left behind when I returned to the United States.

I am writing this to tell you a story - a fuller story of my trip to New Zealand.

I am also trying to find what's missing.

6.03.2009

New Zealand Travels - Introduction (4/9/09)

Although I'm back in the United States, and have been for a little over a month, I figured that it's never too late to chronicle my adventures. So, flashback to early April, about 20 hours into travelling...

6.02.2009

yikes

Wow. After a rip-roaring start to my 2009 blogging season, I've disappeared off the map for nearly three months.

Not to say I haven't been up to anything.

Big posts coming soon - maybe as early as tomorrow - explaining the details.

3.03.2009

Blogging has been very light lately. This image, more or less, explains why...


Details coming soon.

2.23.2009

Correction

I remarked earlier during my live-blog that I had not seen Heath Ledger during the Oscar memorium. In fact, Ledger died on January 22, 2008 and was included in the memorium during last year's Oscar telecast. Case closed.

2.22.2009

Oscar Recap

Well there it is. On my predictions, not counting the tiebreaker, I was 4 for 5. Not bad. I still hold a chance at snagging those tickets. I think many people were probably fooled by their Best Supporting Actress predictions but we'll see. Slumdog Millionaire was clearly the big winner with seven awards, including the big one. Benjamin Button did pretty well for itself on the level of skillful technical production but, clearly, a big winner requires more than just spectacular visual effects. As for as lasting influence, I expect to see rise in people seeing Slumdog Millionaire, of course, but I think Sean Penn's win for Milk will have the most profound effect in regards to the film. Hopefully, it will convince people to see it that otherwise would not. It is wonderful film that shows that all humanity has a common soul that will forever fight oppression by those above that think they control the power. Anyways, politics aside, here's a recap of this year's Oscar winners and my random tidbits.

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Best Picture - Slumdog Millionaire

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Best Actor in a Leading Role - Sean Penn (Milk)
- As expected, Sean Penn won and, equally expected, his speech was slightly discomforting while being powerful. As much as I love Mickey Rourke's role as Randy "The Ram," this is the real winner and at least he gave Rourke some deserved credit. He took it a little to far with the politics but, what do you expect, he's Sean Penn. We'll see him on the stage again someday, and he'll do the exact same thing.

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Best Actress in a Leading Role - Kate Winslet (The Reader)

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Looks like it's going to be Best Actress. I wouldn't be surprised if it was Meryl Streep but I'm pretty sure it will be Kate Winslet. Not only did she have The Reader but she had a show-stealing performance in Revolutionary Road. Not only has she been busy but she's been performing like a pro.

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Best Direction - Danny Boyle (Slumdog Millionaire)
- Not surprised at all. But hey, he deserves it. After Trainspotting and 28 Days Later, it's about time.

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The angles for this memorial section are really bad. They're cutting off a ton of names. They should just show the video. Good presentation nevertheless. Those segments always make me forget how many people have died this year.

Maybe I just missed it but I didn't even see Heath Ledger.

God, I sound like a fanboy.

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Best Foreign Language Film - Departures- Well, there goes my tiebreaker. On a personal note, I should really make a serious effort to see more foreign language films.

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All right, here come the big ones. These are gonna be tough and I'm expecting at least one surprise. I'm almost certain that Sean Penn has Best Leading Actor in the bag. Penn is an absolutely genius at developing characters and it really shows in the complexity of Harvey Milk. However, I was such a big fan of The Wrestler that it would hard to watch the awards end with such a wonderful film not being formally recognized (especially since Bruce Springsteen's song was snubbed from Original Song).

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Best Original Song - "Jai Ho" by A.R. Rahman and Gulzar

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The odds are really in favor of Slumdog Millionaire to win the best Original Song and deservedly. Their is so much life to the music and although I like WALL-E, the song seems oddly derivative in that Pixar-y sort of way. Prediction: "Jai Ho" takes it.

Cool medley.

Best Original Score - A.R. Rahman (Slumdog Millionaire)
-A.R. Rahman, great composer, not a very good stand-up comedian.

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"From one nutty professor to another" - Eddie Murphy

Academy Awards are going to town on the new Coldplay album.

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In regards to my earlier general prediction, Slumdog Millionaire is certainly do well but Milk has yet to show things that the Academy gave it a lot of consideration.

Best Film Editing - Slumdog Millionaire
- I'm pretty sure we're at the point where I can reasonably say that Slumdog Millionaire is going to take it all. At least Best Picture and Director.

Best Sound Mixing - Slumdog Millionaire
- I should probably know something like this but how can something win Sound Mixing but lose Sound Editing and vica versa?
EDIT: The answer - Sound Editing concerns general audio aesthetics whereas mixing has more to do with post-production rerecording and other solutions. Thanks, Wikipedia!

Best Sound Editing - The Dark Knight
- Don't look back Benjamin Button, here comes The Dark Knight!

Best Visual Effects - The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
- Benjamin Button back in the lead with three total awards.

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Tom Cruise in the Jimmy Kimmel commercial. I wonder if he's even at the Academy Awards... he deserves more respect than he gets. Yes. I just said that.

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With the correct choice of Heath Ledger, I am now 1 for 2 in my predictions.

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Best Documentary Short Subject - Smile Pinki

Best Documentary Feature - Man on Wire

Best Actor in a Supporting Role - Heath Ledger (The Dark Knight)
My dad just put it pretty well: "Like anybody else had a chance." He's right. There were certainly no dark horses. And deservedly. Heath Ledger put his heart and soul into this work. I've seen it many times and I still forget that it's him. The character draws you in so convincingly that it refuses to let you return to reality. It's the work of his career and it was his tireless passion that took him from the business. Great choice, Academy.

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I had a feeling that song had something to do with Baz Luhrmann

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Beyonce and Hugh Jackman singing and dancing together? Never thought I'd see it. She is certainly having a good year.

Regarding the Best Supporting Actor: It would seem that Heath ledger is a shoe-in but, of course, it's not a guarantee. As I mentioned earlier, I suspect that Robert Downey, Jr. is the dark horse but Michael Shannon could also steal this one for a bombshell performance in Revolutionary Road. His character, John, is a real-life 1950s joker of sorts. An anarchist by design that challenges the mold and dares everyday characters to adjust their perception. If the Joker were to exist outside a comic book world and in 1950s New England, Michael Shannon's character would be him and he delivers an unflinching performance.

Best Live Action Short Film - Spielzeugland
-Once again, this is stuff that should be attached to full-length features.

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James Franco, Seth Rogen short was brilliant. Probably the most daring though the Academy Awards have ever done.

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Best Cinematography - Slumdog Millionaire
-Fanboy bloggeurs erupt about how TDK was snubbed. This time, I think they're right. Or at least close. At this point, Slumdog getting Best Picture is almost certain. Worry not though fanboys, TDK's time is coming.

Ben Stiller doing Joaquin Phoenix. Clever. Maybe someone will do the Chrisian Bale outburst.

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Best Make-Up - The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
-I'm so confident in this one that I'm posting it before it's announced. Also, with that, Benjamin Button pulls into the lead for most awards on the night.

Best Costume Design - The Duchess
- I'm not gonna lie, I haven't seen it. Best Period Piece Award.

Best Art Direction - The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
- Fanboy bloggeurs erupt about how TDK was snubbed! Admittedly, Benjamin Button was an incredibly good looking movie, in a dark, drab way.

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Best Animated Short - La Maison en Petit Cubes
-Thoughts on this in general. I'm pretty sure I think of this every year I watch the Oscars but they should really attach those animated shorts to features over the course of the year, it's a shame that probably no one has seen any of the nominees in that category.
-LOL @ "Domo Arigato, Mr. Roboto"

Best Animated Feature - WALL-E
-No surprise here. Anything else would have been a travesty. How awkward for Jack Black, though.

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Best Adapted Screenplay - Simon Beaufoy (Slumdog Millionaire)

Best Original Screenplay - Dustin Lance Black (Milk)
-Very poignant speech.

More general prediction: these first wins for Milk and Slumdog Millionaire are going to set the tone for the rest of the night.

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Aaaahh... Steve Martin and Tina Fey. Gotcha.

How about Milk for Original Screenplay?

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Coming up next... comedy greats? Will Ferrel and John C. Reilly?

Just kidding.

Best Animated Feature prediction: WALL-E, of course.

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Best Supporting Actress - Penelope Cruz

One category in and I'm 0-1 in my predictions. Yay.

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"Everyone's-a-winner"-style listing of Best Supporting Actresses. Are they going to do this for every category? If they do, look for the awards to last into tomorrow.

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Those curtains took way too long to open before the first acceptance montage.

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Yikes! Phillip Seymour Hoffman looked really creepy behind Frank Langella.

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A mild start for Hugh Jackman. Slowly builds into an impressive dance section. He's got a good voice but this entire concept is way too silly.

Anne Hathaway, with the help of Hugh, makes one final bid for her statue.

The set looks great. Great contrast between this year and last. However, the cardboard cutouts mixed with such an elegant set is odd.

Ok, so on second thought, that was a pretty impressive number. I gotta admit, Jackman's got a great stage personality.

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LOL @ Jack Black.

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Just saw a preview for the new Nichoas Cage movie, Knowing. Worst title since The Happening. Boring...

I can't say I've ever seen an actor whose ship was sinking so obviously fast.

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Here's Robert Downey Jr. Great actor but I'm a little bewildered by how he got nominated for Tropic Thunder. I'm pulling for Heath Ledger obviously in the Supporting Actor category but at the same time, you might just have to prepare to have your mind blown when Downey Jr wins.

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Commercial break. I think I'd like to add right now that despite predicting a win for Slumdog Millionaire, I don't think it's the one that should win. I've seen it twice and it is, in fact, a great movie; it is pretty saccharine but it's fun and emotionally affective - two of the main reasons we see films to begin with. However, I'm torn between my support between for it and the emotionally and politically powerful Milk. It could very well be the dark horse.

Mickey Rourke's sense of style is impeccable.

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What does Frank Langella think about Richard Nixon, the man?? Seriously??? It's 2009!

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I thought the Oscars were supposed to start at 7:00. Oh well, I guess I can enjoy these interviews.

Josh Brolin is growing on me.

Oscar night!

So I entered a contest at the Savoy 16 -- If you can guess the 5 main oscar winners tonight, you could win 52 admit-two passes to the theater. Needless to say, I entered. Here are my selections:

Best Picture: Slumdog Millionaire
Best Actor: Sean Penn
Best Supporting Actor: Heath Ledger
Best Actress: Kate Winslet
Best Supporting Actress: Marisa Tomei

Tiebreaker, Best Foreign Language Film: Waltz with Bashir


So I'm gonna try something new tonight and attempt an Oscar live-blog. Here we go!